Black heart

Hi people! It's been so long! I've had a long break from work and have been enjoying myself almost everyday with my girls.

Had a lil' surprise from my girls by buying jager bomb for me at Aura. Was quite shocked to see it. Haha 还是你们最了解我. Hopped from Aura to Dolly with Kim and we were both high like crazy! Haha fun night fun night!! Woke up the next day and I almost died. Always have fun the day before and suffer the next :(

Anyway, also encountered some unhappy stuff recently and got somehow quite disappointed. Argh... Shall get it off my head and continue living my happy life. Jiayou!

Two more days before I start work! So.... LET'S GO!

Nothing else I can think of. Till then, see you guys! <3


Always getting over you.

Smiles.

Hi people! I had an awesome night last night with my girls! Started off at Club Bella with a "I'm so bored" mood and ended off at Aura with a "I still don't want to go home!" mood. HAHA.

Also, had a singing session earlier this week with Kim and Joanna and it was so darn cheap! It's a place called K-Garden. For just 8 bucks, you get to sing from 2pm to 8pm! 6 freaking hours! And we got the biggest room when we went there also hahaha and I enjoyed myself too! Shall go there again soon!

I'm so addicted to drinking/partying and this is absolutely not good for my wallet/health. Always tell myself to control, maintain and set a margin! But whenever I wanna do that, I tell myself that I only live once. Shag.

K lah, not really much to blog about so I shall just end it here haha. Till then guys!


So tired of trying, forgiving, fighting, etc. My words may be harsh and I may seem heartless to you. But in time, you'll see. This is gonna be the best for us. 

Heart wrenching. Simply heart wrenching.

Take a look at me now.

Lost faith in everything. I just wanna be happy. Simple. There are so many thoughts running through my mind, be it positive or negative. I just wanna get them out of my mind. Just for a day, I wanna lay down on my bed, mind to be in a complete blank and just enjoy the peace. But I can't. Put me alone now and my imagination will just start to run wild.

I've kept so many things to myself. I'm seriously on the brink of insanity. I'm so fucking tired by having to put up a strong front in front of others. To hell with it. I just wanna fucking pour all of my woes out. Release everything that I have kept inside me for a long long time.

Things can never go back to what they were like last time. The past is the past. We can only cry over spilt milk now. I can never pretend as though things have never happened before. I'm sorry but I can't. They will forever be etched in my brain and my heart. These are expensive lessons that I have learned and I will keep them with me forever.

My life. I'm always the one who is trying to be there for people. I gave my best but to only get crap in return.

I'm bruised. Both physically and mentally. Therefore, it's time to let things go and start a new life. Time to cut down on stupidity and time to harden that heart of mine.

I'm gonna give myself a few days to sort my feelings out and once I'm done, let's get ready to welcome a new me.

I'm sorry for this emo post of mine. Shall end this with an act cute photo of myself.

Till then people.

Hi people! It's been so long since I've last blogged! Alright, let's start off on a happy note with precious baby Emilie! Attended her baby shower and this qtpie is a replica of her big brother Ethan when he was a newborn! They both look the same except for their gender.

How could someone not love her?!

Have been thinking of what bag to buy as my previous bag koyak already. *sigh* And I actually set my eyes on this!

God, just let me strike 4D please. *puppy eyes*

Chio chio right?! Hehehehahawhaw. Had a great time at SD with my girls and though it's abit more costly there, it is definitely more fun as well! It's been so long since I've gotten myself that drunk! HAHA! Will definitely go there again!!

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I've found a hard disk with so much memories stored in it. HAHA heart feels funny as I'm scrolling through all the photos and watching a compilation that I have made. Oh time sure did fly. I can barely remember how I felt back then. Those feelings of just you and me against everything. I can barely feel it now.

Those school times, times we spent lazing at home, snuggled up in a couch watching tv shows, running around the house playing with each other. Thinking back on it can be quite heart wrenching. When was the last time where we felt as happy as we were back then?

Given two choices to choose from; either one will require you to sacrifice something. Caught in between, struggling to keep my head up. So tiring so tiring so tiring~

Let's end this post with a quote that I love:

Till then people. *winks*

The boy who cried wolf.

First of all, May was good to me on the 1st! Had a piece of good news and now I can finally heave a sigh of relief. Those few weeks of scary thoughts and nightmares are all gone.. I'm free!

Watched The Avengers yesterday and I must say it's a very fantastic show!

Also, how can anyone be so proud when a guy just takes her for a fuck and then throws her away? WHAT HAS THE WORLD BECOME?! Or maybe I'm not getting the point but anyway, this is for you HAHA:

I'll watch you burn as karma comes crashing down on you.

Do me this favour.

Started a new blog and I'm gonna try to update this on a regular basis!

Life has been a bitch for me lately. Nothing has been going on smoothly but as what they said, "What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger!". Hehe. I'm gonna welcome May with open arms and with an open heart and hopefully May's gonna be good to me too!


Yap, there are still times where I'll be at a loss. But nevertheless, time will heal!




P.S To bitches out there who are trying to bring me down, may you burn in hell.