Take a look at me now.

Lost faith in everything. I just wanna be happy. Simple. There are so many thoughts running through my mind, be it positive or negative. I just wanna get them out of my mind. Just for a day, I wanna lay down on my bed, mind to be in a complete blank and just enjoy the peace. But I can't. Put me alone now and my imagination will just start to run wild.

I've kept so many things to myself. I'm seriously on the brink of insanity. I'm so fucking tired by having to put up a strong front in front of others. To hell with it. I just wanna fucking pour all of my woes out. Release everything that I have kept inside me for a long long time.

Things can never go back to what they were like last time. The past is the past. We can only cry over spilt milk now. I can never pretend as though things have never happened before. I'm sorry but I can't. They will forever be etched in my brain and my heart. These are expensive lessons that I have learned and I will keep them with me forever.

My life. I'm always the one who is trying to be there for people. I gave my best but to only get crap in return.

I'm bruised. Both physically and mentally. Therefore, it's time to let things go and start a new life. Time to cut down on stupidity and time to harden that heart of mine.

I'm gonna give myself a few days to sort my feelings out and once I'm done, let's get ready to welcome a new me.

I'm sorry for this emo post of mine. Shall end this with an act cute photo of myself.

Till then people.